This morning, i had a chance to go to an orphanage with mom and her friends to come there and see how hard life is..
This is the first time i have been there and turned out to sniff..
I can't imagine that what life would be if those kids weren't taken to the temple..
Their parents are kinds of irresponsible, evil,heartless ppl. how could they borne them and abandoned thoughtlessly..
they don't know that their kids are very cute and piteous..
they don't have enough milk to drink,foods to eat, peace to rest, and especially: love from their parents.

there are many kids and 3 of them who i love the most
one is 10 days-old and someone brought him to the temple since he was 1 day old..
he looks very small, and skinny.
another boy is 1 monthold, and very handsome.. he is very cute and chubby when drinking milk. i wanted to hold him in my arm but i am afraid of hurting him, cuz he is too small, fragile.
furthermore, breaking glasses is my major ..
the last one is 1 month old, too, but he is smaller than the first one cuz he has been sick for over 2 weeks and taken to the hospital.
that's why he totally looked pale.

once i went there, i found everything different.
it's not just because i had a pessimistic view of life but ppl.
the ones who abandoned them will live in regret in their entire life.
they destroyed one's life, they will pay for their actions.

I don't want to criticize them anymore, but i think they will know what they did .

i just yearn to help those kids more..
if i had enough time, i would be back and appeal more friends to help them..

Dear kids:
i just want you to do ur best to prove that u deserve to survive in the world.
let's live ur life and be a good person
i believe that u can.

i love you very much.. i will visit u soon..

I had 3 parties yesterday and my gosh i think it was one of my hilarious days in my entire life.

I hung out and gaberate with CIC's fellas and the honor guest are ss Nat and Truc.They are both WC's fan .WC who i used to be into for a half of year. i gotta ride my crazy car to district 6 to pick up Gia cuz she was in accident and couldn't move easily..Poor her.. i teased her:" gosh.. it took you 5 mins to walk 10 meters away from me..How can i catch Calvin ".

And then we met up at Phu Tho Stadium and went straight to 海南 restaurant in China town to have lunch.Later on, we spent hours in Tomato and there were many cool crap.We talked non-stop about those 4 guys and went overexcited recalling some memories about them .That was called:" a big conference room", even some mischiefs.

During talking, we kept an open mind on sex.What a damn disgusting couple. They poisoned our innocent minds and even didn't mind about ppl around them..thx God that they didn't take clothes off.And the shop owner didn't kick their ass off.Im gonna report some hot scene:" the boy wrestles the girl to the ground and then kissed and...tickles her armpit and vice versa".They must have thought that game was so funny but just a crap..

And then we finished our gossip lasted 7 hours i think.It's absolutely scary but we did..

The second one is a reunion with Amber who i hasn't met for a year i think..We both go on the different ways, and some shit things droveme insane and let her go (Amber:as i told u and i don't tell about it again).She gave me her interesting experience on last meeting with old mates in highschool which i didn't attend last Saturday cuz i had no interest in connection to that school anymore. And it was not out of my imagination. And there was no attachments to each members.I had a right decision haha..

and then we gossipped her about the beloved secondary school and friends and recall some franks as well as memories of schooldays.Once again, i talked about A. gosh it. dun know but i feel special when mentioning about that lunatic playboy.However i don't deny having a crush on him those days.He is still in my mind and it's a sweet memory for me.. won't forget.. darn it.I don't know whether he believed me or not things i told him..It's probably one of the sweetest lie i have told to others but i have never felt regretted.

then it was all about a guy but it's annoying. the world changes ppl change.He is a dishonest guy which i hate the most.. why didn't he finish everything with a peaceful thoughts.? why didn't he say that i don't love you anymore? such a rubbish one.. i know he is a playboy but i don't think he is so bad like that.

And the last topic was about the books, I am accidentally into 13 reasons why although i haven't read it yet except for the review.I got it from Ambie's shelf .I will tell my aunt to bring it here for me..want to read it.. awesome plot, nice cover..

The cutest things of the day, i met Phuong and Bao Long -both are Uncle Huy's kids.OMG!! i love it very much. They are cute, innocent and nice especially the boy. he is hella handsome and omg!!

Bad Kaylie is coming back !! I had a wonderful time with them. I kissed Long many times and hugged him just like that was the first time.. I can't do those ridiculous actions with Calvin now. Therefore i just imagined that he is Calvin and OMG!OMG!!

hey Long, u will have to gaft Calvin's daughter in the future for me ok.. i bet u can cuz her dad got me in trouble.. u are my promising candidate

Life is very tought but it also has some spotlights and it's up to u guys who want to shine or not..I found happiness in those parts of life.

I used to want to quit,leave everything, and go away..but i still believe that someone's there for me and support me.

that's all now.

( i physically miss some ppl, u guys all know that u love you from the bottom of my heart and want u all the best)

XOXO

PS: Calvin . come here, i will bite u and u will have some unforgettable moments. go wild now.. tatoos)

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I dunno where to start now cuz there are many things happened recently which lifted me up and down.. and i am totally messed up .

Heepzz!! Maybe i will start with my study fist..
i have just been out of my test.
i have just done the last one which is english test which is not a big deal to me but it really caused me from troublemaker to riot...
haha my words are getting rough and tough now..
i did it ok and hope that the results will not knock me down..

the listening skill is the most the craziest to me..
there are 4 parts and the second one is ridiculous.. i understand the main point but i couldn't catch up with Mr. Adam advice..
His parents must not have allowed him to talk since he was a child so that he talked non stop then and as a result, we are all mad..
haha.. we even blamed mrs. Hang on delivering us the wrong language..
"we are studying English not Thai...." we claimed ... Bad students!!!

And then i got most of results, and analytic one is the worst one which is not out of my expectation. it made me worried a lot but finally i passed it...
* fingers crossed*
thx god a billion times...
i love ya lord...
jesus take the wheel...
However, i am worried that i dunno how to talk to my parents cuz the mark is not good... and another quarrel is coming...
you guys might pray for me...
kaylie is gonna be safe after then..

and the highest score is algebra's one...but i feel a bit upset but it's acceptable...


Apart from those marks, there is one more thing to deal with.
Changing in classes is the most critical topic a couple of days..
Some shed tears, grow unhappy feelings, build negative thoughts inside their minds..
Some accept it,let it go, try to meet new friends..

i have no idea in this part of situation..
to some extent, i am actually not much into the current class, so when i say goodbye to them, i just miss some of my friends who help me a lot...

And by this means, i want to say thank you to who helped me out a lot during my insanity ..
you don't know that you are one of the most beautiful teacher aka friend i have ever met..
say goodbye to you but try to keep in touch ok..

still be good friends and as i told u:" whenever i asked somebody , that person wouldn't stay away from my stalk, ok"
once kaylie insisted on this, she would keep it promise....
poor u though , i am still happy...


Now i return to my craziness.

There are 3 things which cause me to numbness.

the first one is about the concert in malaysia...
And about the luckiest-happinest-girl-alive which named S.. sorry i can't name her all name cuz of the respectability to her.
i don't know what the hell was going on but that stuff entangle my feelings and belief .
i think it's not the time to be a bold mope but yet i don't believe that all the things are god's sake or anything...
it must be an arrangement or due to force or power..
I need to move on those kinds of reality but i haven't got over it yet..

Ss Corina told me that "you think too much baby...just move on ok"
maybe she is right..

The second one is about his memory..
actually i was freakingly insane when wendy told me about her talk to him in Singapore..
He even couldn't remember his password in our forum and told wendy to ask sista for help..
this must the weirdest one... his mind used to be the best alive but how come!!
u must be worried about any other stuff huh?
haha...
nevermind...

the third one is his reaction when he first met wendy...
as wendy's report, when she came up on the stage and held a bunch of flowers, he obviously moved towards her and smiled..
gosh how could he know that flowers are all for him..
i am amazed at his confidence now...
there is a treasure beneath that crazy guy..
i still love him tho'

i think that's all for today..
i need to manage the box now..

私は Kaylieです.私の趣味は音楽や買物 です..よろしくお願いします. I am Kaylie.
I love to make friends and observe the changing world ♥
I am wayward,absent-minded( but i have talents for remembering every ppl i have ever met)..♥
but easy-going,kinda friendly and a bit peculiar ♥
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