Wednesday, July 15, 2009
1 . What have you been doing recently?reviewing philosophy's lesson, blogging and facebook-ing2 . Do you ever turn your handphone off?sometimes.. it depends.. 3. What happened at 10am today?eating breakfast4 . When did you last cry?don't remember5 . Believe in Fate/Destiny?yep LOL6 . What do you want in life now?success,money, love i think.. :)7 . Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?umbrella i guess8. What's your favourite thing to do on bed ?of course sleeping.. or maybe sms-ing.. LOL9. What bottoms are you wearing now?hmm.. pants and underwear.. LMAO10 . What are the nicest things in your inbox?insane talks11 . Do you tend to make relationships complicated?who knows but not now...o.O12 . Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?my mom does not me13 . What was the last movie you caught?smiling pasta.. i've watched it over 4 times.. haha14 . What are you proud of ?don't know.. but not me15 . What does the oldest text msg in your inbox says and who is it from?how can i remember16 . What was the last song you sang out loud?i think it's" I was made to love you"17 . Do you have any nicknames?kaylie, kay, trâu(my beloved frds), kaylie perv( from my corina perv)18 . What does the newest text msg says and who is it from?from my FRH's fellow, told me about her crazy trip yesterday19 . What time did you go to sleep last night?1 am i think20 . Are you currently happy?sorta cuz i have 2 days off21 . Who gives you the best advice?maybe my parents. they give me best advice in studying and how to treat with ppl22 . Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can ?depends23 . Who do you talked to on phone last night?don't remember cuz nothing was special24 . Is something bugging you right now?yeah.. that person always bugs me25 . Who is the last person to make you laugh?the person who bugs me26.Do you like yourself?don't know but it's probably no when i am out of control and yes when i feel content27.Do you think you are stupid sometimes?yea... that's me.. ROFL28.Who is your best fren?not sure.. i don't think i have one.. 29.What will you do if you like that boy?in real life, we will just be frds, and i will tell him if i think it's the right time30.Who are your favourite stars?hmm.. Calvin(Fahrenheit ), JJ Lin, Danny Gokey.. a few crushes but not listed here ♥ ♥ ♥ 31.You hate your mother sometimes in some ways?nope.. just hate myself.32.Do you had even stead before?WTH?33.what type of boy do you like?caring, nice smile, friendly, trustworthy,funny34.Now are you single/attached?single.Pass this tag to 10 peopleI think noone cuz nobody will do this..:D
; 1:00 AM
Monday, July 6, 2009

Hey Boy!!
Do u know what today is?
It’s july 7th and I call it as “ Calvin’s Day”
This day means a lot to you as well as me..
I dunno but I have been in love with “ #7” since I first knew that you are totally “7’s addict”
It's called influenza.. I have seen many 7 things since then.. You know what i just saw a guy who wore a football t-shirt this morning and that's number 7. haha!!
Many things more:D
I haven’t seen you for a week I guess.
It’s good or not.. give me answer
If I see you out there, I feel giddy and cracked up
If I don’t see you, It evokes fond remembrance.
Aiyo
It’s hard to choose among those options.
I think that Lb’s going to make an end right, I think Baby Calvin did a good job there
And when will you pack up ur belongings and settle down in “ ML’s film studio”.
I think you will be able snap ur appearance there cuz GTV seems to take side of ML.
Finally, I hope you all the best today
Kaylie <3>
:D
你很累阿,对不对。
你一定要加油吧。 你真的好帅。
加油,Boss 辰。
Kaylie:D
; 9:25 PM
Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Yesterday is the saddest and weirdest Father's day for me..
I dunno how come but it's totally out of sight, out of mind, out of control..
I thought it was another peaceful day, but it wasn't...
It was supposed to be a super nice Sunday...
However, I just woke up ,finished my breakfast and dad came up with a slow voice and pale face :" bi, go to the drugstore and pick up some pills" and he fell down off the ground...
And i phoned to the doctor and he gave me the name of the medicine...
i rushed into the medicine and gave it to him .Later on, he couldn't get better so mom had to take him to the hospital cuz he couldn't stand by himself. ..
And she called me that he was ok and on the way back home. ..
The reason is he gathered with friends and ate out the day before yesterday. ..
Therefore , he was diarrheal and stomachache to collapse...
Thanks God, he went over the sickness and recovered ....
Some words to Dad....
Dear dad,..
i haven't said these words to u straightforward and so do u...
but u know, last Sunday is scary and haunting one to me....
I have never seen you like that.. you have never been down during 19 years ..
You are not the type of people who feel easy to vent out the feelings. ..
That's also what i am inherited from you...
Apparently, we rarely meet each other for so long, cuz when i wake up for school, u are sleeping and when i go to bed at night, u are still outside on the street...
Furthermore, you haven't told me that you love me or hug me as other's dad do...
Hence, i come across as a boy-ish girl, but it's not a big deal to me...
I know that you love me in a different way and i trust you..
The most embarrasing thing is that i am definitely a LOSER....
One thing more.
Consequently, I officially say:" I AM SORRY, SO SORRY, SORRY FOR MY FAULTS, SORRY FOR MY STUPIDITY, SORRY FOR MY STUBBORNNESS , SORRY FOR LAZINESS, SORRY FOR THIS BAD GIRL"
You will know what i meant
PS: I love you...
<3
; 1:55 AM
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
This must be a busy week full of hectic activities and crazy assignments as well as overwhelmed presentations at school...Gosh it!! time passed by rapidlyEveryday is the same as the previous one...I just go to school and go back home.. just nothing's much..Everything goes well but i don't feel content with my works for some reasons.. I still have to work hard cuz it can't end up with this no-way-out situation...gotta go to english class now...Mr Craig is waiting...<3Kaylie
; 12:37 AM
Saturday, June 13, 2009
Gosh it... i am waiting for that day and i also missed it .. i thought i could take it home, but still... gosh
Calvin really bugged me.. how couldn't you produce more??
It's hella fast.. it was sold out within about less than 1 day..
However i also thanked my sweetheart Corina perv for your awesome ideas.. you don't know how much thankful i wanna say??
I will keep an eye on ur ideas...
But i am still confused about the way how to tranfer money..
it's totally complicated.
the more i talk about this, the angrier i am.
VNmese banks are all shit...
Gosh it... why can Thai banks do that but VN ones don't...
hella..
But i will find out the way soon..
because of this,
* punch u..*
kaylie
; 12:27 AM
Monday, June 8, 2009

I gotta say it's just a whole shitting stuff.
i really messed thing up and a dumb loser..
i obviously want to get over this..
things came out and i got wrecked.
it's really scary and it is totally a nightmare..
that had been haunting me during my schooltime and now. it's back
stay away from me..
i tried my best to ignore u and be a good girl..
i am supposed to stay optimistic but then it broke down and ..
i am tired of all that.
I am not ostensibly a bad girl.. do nothing to change the truth..
It's just all my destiny..
I tried my best to improve myself but hell then..
the result is rubbish.. I wondered who I am and what i am doing on this earth?
My parents gave birth to me with a hope of another better life..
but i continuously caused them in trouble..
I am a filial child at home but it's not enough..
they always worried about me from time to time..
they probably dropped tears and fazed all the time..
i have been trying to make them happy and proud of me..
but sorry... i just made them happy but they aren't proud of me..
they spent so much money on me, in order to help me pursue this course...
Sometimes, i want to go back and took the test again .. but i am absent-minded , not encouraging...
For some reasons, they confused me a lot . And the fact that i was really deep down at that time.. i feel so guilty.. i am a shit troublesome child..
i glanced at their eyes and saw the disappointment filling up their minds.
I murmured why i was born in this world?
haha.. i got the reason: to make ppl confused and mess things up
They occasionally looked at other's children with desirous eyes.. They once told me that:" when i look at other's children, i desire to have those children, but I.."
I just chuckled silently and said nothing..
I really wanted to go away... as far as i can.. in order not to make them upset once again.. but nope... i didn't do that... cuz i thought that although they aren't proud of me, but i will try my best to make them feel content and satisfied with me( just i deserve to get their sacrifice)...
* choking*
Ava: credit to the creater:D.. sorry that i dun who made this:D
; 8:48 PM
Thursday, June 4, 2009

IDK why i am so slacked off these days..
Philosophy test will be taken next week and also a philosophy presentation. Gosh...
i am preparing and reviewing the lesson but don't know that my head is crazily stiff i guess.. i can't concentrate on one thing as i used to do..
i dragged my ass from the bed off to the ground and then up to the chair and ended up with sleeping on the bed..
OMG!!!!
WTH is going on with my mind?
i used to be absorbed in every lesson in the class when i was in primary school and secondary.. but now my freshman year, but i am very absent-minded...
i feel like HELL!!!..
i have to study harder and harder....
Need to refuel and keep on...
Kaylie..
加油!! :D
; 7:57 PM