I am so upset today. i feel that everything seems to be out of control. i feel a deep hole pain inside my heart.
this is not your mistake or my mistake.. this happens because i am so fragile and do not have enough courage to dwell on.
I know that i must take all the responsibility for all of that.. but you don't know that is beyond my hand and i can't catch up with the boredom for ages..

As i told you that i am bad-tempered and not suitable for that work...
the sooner i get out of that, the better the things turn out.
i am totally awared of being a younger sister but i know my limit to save the best for all.

The pain is just like a shadow haunting me for couples of years.
i have ever yearnt to have a gege or jiejie in my real life...
I am very stressed over being the oldest in a family..
I have felt terrible and useless when thinking about those stuff.
I have been under pressure tried to be your pride but never in my life i have felt this feeling even just for some moments
I am just like a blacksheep in our family..
I am not beautiful
I am not a good student
I totally don't know who i am now
I wondered whether i made a wrong choice or not.
however i believe that God knows me, loves me and understands what i am trying to do my best to deserve all.
I stood at the corner of the road, but i think i chose the right way to move on .
I still believe...

Life is not black, also not pink.
It's up to ppl who look straight into life.
The color of life...

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私は Kaylieです.私の趣味は音楽や買物 です..よろしくお願いします. I am Kaylie.
I love to make friends and observe the changing world ♥
I am wayward,absent-minded( but i have talents for remembering every ppl i have ever met)..♥
but easy-going,kinda friendly and a bit peculiar ♥
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