Sunday, April 19, 2009
I heart the pic which JJ took in Singapore..the ferris wheel reminisces me about the song" 孤单摩天轮“ by飞轮海。
jiggling my head.. crossing my fingers and thinking about the stuff happening ..
odd feelings are filling up my heart.
few days ago, i dreamt of him but not a good dream but strange.
whether this is an augury or not
I used to think about it before and it came into my dream..
there were 2 ppl who are his fans and chased him into his house.
however, his house was not very big and sounded kinda old.. not fashioned or luxurious as his temperament..
And he welcomed them at the first time but then his mom and i said that:" why do u have to deal with those irritating circle? it caused u too much trouble.. why do u have to comfort those ppl and end up with sadness and sorrow? why don't u have a chance to be stationary and start a new life? "
he adjusted his mind later and claimed" yea.. u guys are right"
and then he slammed the door and locked all of the doors agaisnt girls's effort on breaking the door..
Shouting voice, noise... are around him.. he did it with a bit hesitation. he wanted to stay away from that but he was a bit upset..
and then i woke up.. i murmured all day
He must have been very upset and crazy over rumors, cristicisms.. etc..
he has been silent these days , i feel that he has still not out of this .
I know that he is a type of perfectionism.. and try his best...
he does care about other's words not just as he said he didn't..
he did...
this is what Calvin Chen i have known...
by the way, this makes me more worried about him ...
Sometimes i don't want him to do too much and worry too much cuz it bugged him ...
tho' i suggest him not worrying, i am even worried too much ...
that's why i am writing these words down...
haha!!
so i can't do anything better instead of supporting him..
Whenever i see ferris wheel, Calvin appears in my mind..
it goes up and down... and it is just a life... u will be on the top of the world at least once in ur lifetime...( it's up to how often u are in the ferris wheel)
Advice: you should go there with another ppl, not go alone..
I think that's all for me today...
See you guys later
With love
Kaylie <3
:D
dedicated this song to you: “永远在身边 ” by 大嘴把
; 7:43 PM
