Thursday, May 14, 2009
Japanese pretest was mainly invincible.. IDK what the hell but my mind was bright as a BOMB..
'tho i didn't review anything before class, the test was going well and like it never used to be.I got 70% instead of 60% to pass certificate.. but it was just a pretest so who knows?
Nihon sensei assumed us to get sankyu certificate at the end of this year, but it's am not much over-confident about that stuff. It's not a very huge deal to me but regardless to this current situation, i am extremely lazy.. how can i dare to get that certificate?
However i'll try my best to get it and pursue the love of Chinese..I will be allowed to learn chinese as long as i get sankyu.. haha..
Secondly, as i went online in the morning few days ago, i spent a freaking long talk with ss Ailin.
Just gotta say that, she is my soulmate, i mean i can talk everything to her, same as Cherrie jie...haha.. we talked about Taiwanese entertainment circle, and it's supposed to be terrible..
Many artists have got no creations in composing their own songs..
Some of femal girls just cared much more about their look than their voice.. that's why her songs is only a spark outside but inside it's nothing, more ironically it's rubbish..
And we thought that if we had chances to gather some dudes( paparazzi), we could set up a company and let them help other artists to create and make up stories, songs, plots...
After that, we switched to a recent small piece of rumor came up with Show Luo for a couple of days.She gave me the link to that vid and she narrated to me about the story..She even cried watching that vid, and eventually i got what she meant.
Gosh, Show sobbed out the story and held that magazine on his hands..He pointed at it.I took a glance at that mag. it's all such a damn mess.
I could feel his feelings, it's extremely sad deep down his heart. I have never seen him being like that before. Still, Xiao Gui must have handed him a handkerchief..
I was really upset , i don't know how ppl did turn out to be that way.Faith
Sincere
Love
Heart
Humanity
Truth
Respect
Where are they?
Do those exist ? I couldn't resist what that girl had done to him, i am not a Show's big fan though. He was betrayed.. BETRAYED u know..
WTH?
Hey girl?
I was supposed not to type those words, but my feelings reach the pinnacle of anger.
U know what?
u think who the shit u are?what he had done with u ?
why did u ruin his life for no reasons?
he believed u one time which meant he lost all his faith.
It's probably Show was the dumbest guy at that moment to trust u completely.It would be his most craziest sin ever.But what the hell with u?u are crazy, have mental problem, love desire or need money?i think the 2nd reason and last one I listed are right.You are psycho?Hey, why didn't u ask him for help if u really want it?he could give u as much as money u want or about love or sexual desire..it's not a serious main point, isn't it?A small tip for u:the next time, when u lied to anyone, just remember to satisfy our shit desire first, and then gave it to ur ally.No need to critisise u no more, just the last one:" one day u will be betrayed by another person, GOD's super fair."Ss aiwa and i once again decided to set up a Health Center to help those sick patients recover from sickness, and the method is brain-washing..haha!!!Continuously, the last topic of the day is about philisophers and philosophy. she told me the lesson that her professor taught her when she was in UBC, haha it's damn cute and lame..We admitted that those philosophers are so lame ..And the most exciting one is assumption.We assumed like idiots..LOLit's amazing to chat with her.. she surprsingly matches my minds..haha! We played a very lame game but it's fun..Sticking with her is very lively and realistic.. love it but the fact that we don't talk together very usually cuz we don't know what to say then, plus we are all busy with schedule as well as school.
And then the next stuff i want to mention about
Danny Gokey
I couldn't desist from listening to his music, but a big admiration..
He evoked my emotions and i felt like being a his big fan.
All of his inspirational songs he sang in AI were soulful and praiseworthy.
Furtheremore, his wife, Sophia, just died 4 weeks before he entered the audition round of complications from surgery for her congenital heart disease. She had encouraged Danny to take part in this game. This is the reason why he was very souldful singing love songs during the AI's contest. He cried sometimes on the stage. This even makes me admire him more and more
To me, American artists are full of talents and hot firgures. I love their music and their styles, just as they are superb hot or maybe their melody and genres are very commercial .
And it's fun to spend time listening to those kinds of music, yet the lyrics don't force me to think or pay much attention on. i just pass by the melodies.
However, when i listened to Danny's music( 'tho they aren't his composition), those urged me to think about what he wanted to say.
And from that point, i thought again and again, sometimes i was so into that lyric that i didn't care about what it's going on around me.
I have never been like this before, but Danny's voice extremely taught me how to feel the music and life
He was eliminated but i hoped for this. ( i'm not wicked)
Danny is not handsome,young, fresh or hot but he is cute, caring, witty and funny..
I still hope that he will achieve more goals in the future and if i had a chance, i would buy a copy of his album..
GOOD LUCK, GOKEY!!!
Best wishes for Sophia and ur scholarship funds. Help as many children as u can.
Sophia is in heaven and follows ur step.
Gokey, Jesus take the wheel?
; 10:47 PM
