Yesterday is the saddest and weirdest Father's day for me..
I dunno how come but it's totally out of sight, out of mind, out of control..
I thought it was another peaceful day, but it wasn't...
It was supposed to be a super nice Sunday...
However, I just woke up ,finished my breakfast and dad came up with a slow voice and pale face :" bi, go to the drugstore and pick up some pills" and he fell down off the ground...
And i phoned to the doctor and he gave me the name of the medicine...
i rushed into the medicine and gave it to him .Later on, he couldn't get better so mom had to take him to the hospital cuz he couldn't stand by himself. ..
And she called me that he was ok and on the way back home. ..
The reason is he gathered with friends and ate out the day before yesterday. ..
Therefore , he was diarrheal and stomachache to collapse...
Thanks God, he went over the sickness and recovered ....
Some words to Dad....

Dear dad,..
i haven't said these words to u straightforward and so do u...
but u know, last Sunday is scary and haunting one to me....
I have never seen you like that.. you have never been down during 19 years ..
You are not the type of people who feel easy to vent out the feelings. ..
That's also what i am inherited from you...
Apparently, we rarely meet each other for so long, cuz when i wake up for school, u are sleeping and when i go to bed at night, u are still outside on the street...
Furthermore, you haven't told me that you love me or hug me as other's dad do...
Hence, i come across as a boy-ish girl, but it's not a big deal to me...
I know that you love me in a different way and i trust you..


The most embarrasing thing is that i am definitely a LOSER....

One thing more.

Consequently, I officially say:" I AM SORRY, SO SORRY, SORRY FOR MY FAULTS, SORRY FOR MY STUPIDITY, SORRY FOR MY STUBBORNNESS , SORRY FOR LAZINESS, SORRY FOR THIS BAD GIRL"
You will know what i meant
PS: I love you...
<3

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